My virginity was untouched, and I was feeling guilty about that. I was determined to give my virginity to Thomas, but the pain was too much.
I got out of the creek and laid down on the towel, feeling guilty. Thomas was lying next to me – his cock was soft but still big. I took it in my mouth and started sucking it. He was sensitive to that, like being ticklish and pulled it out of my mouth but then changed his mind and let me suck it. Very quickly, it was hard again and pulsing in my mouth. I sucked it for a while before he took it off my mouth, got up and started dressing.
“Don’t go anywhere. I will be back soon – he said while dressing – “You promise to let me fuck you if I get cream?
“I promise Thomas… It hurts too much without cream… your cock could not get in…”
Thomas jumped on my bicycle and left in a hurry. I started fingering my hole, determined to let Thomas fuck me. Somehow, I thought it was probably easier to penetrate because he is cut. I was nervous and waiting seemed to be very long when Thomas appeared from the bush surrounding the creek. He had some cream in his hands – it was Vaseline. He handed me cream and started undressing
“Grease your pussy!” – his voice was strong and decisive
Lubricating my hole for the first time ever
I took the cream, got on my knees, and started lubricating my hole without saying anything. It was a strange feeling to have cream on my hole. The cream was cold and very sticky. I was not sure how much I should use.
“That is enough, ” Thomas said, taking cream from me and getting down on his knees behind me. He started putting cream on his cock.
“It is so greasy”, – he said, and I could feel his greasy hands rubbing my waist. His cock pressed my hole, and he grabbed my shoulders very firmly. I screamed as his cock entered my spot and went all the way in it. The pain went through my stomach, spine, and neck, and I thought I might blackout.
Thomas did not pay any attention to my screaming, and his cock was drilling through my body. I started feeling sick and weak and collapsed on my stomach. He did not expect me to collapse, and his cock popped out. I could feel relief and be laying on my stomach and shivering.
“Shit! You are dirty” – Thomas slapped my buns, jumped in the water, and started washing his cock.
“Come in water and wash, dirty bitch”, he yelled at me.
“Sorry… I am still … virgin… I was…” – I managed to say and slowly got up and walked in the water. The question was how I would wash my hole because I had already washed it with my finger. I tried to open my hole and push my fingers as deep in to try to clean it. Then I looked at my fingers, and there was some shit on them, so I continued till it was all clean.
He cares about me
“I have to go to the toilet Thomas” – my stomach was upset. Slowly I walked out of the water and went to the bush. I squatted in the scrub, feeling incredibly embarrassed. My stomach broke, and I started feeling relieved. Thomas appeared and asked – “Are you all right?” – and he sounded concerned. “I am sorry, Thomas… I think I will be fine soon… You are not angry?”
“I am not angry…” he said calmly, making me feel better. “Come back to the towel when you are finished. Call me if you feel sick” – his hand touched my head gently, and he turned around and walked away. Oh, I was happy he was gone because I did not know how to get up without feeling embarrassed.
I got up, ran to the water, washed, and looked towards Thomas, resting against the tree and watching me. He got up and joined me in the water. “I did not hurt you?” Thomas asked with a very caring voice. “I think I will be fine, Thomas… You have a big cock….”
He started splashing water over my face, and I splashed water at him, and we were both laughing and then swam together back and forward. We stood in the water, and he gently pulled me towards him and started kissing.
His cock was rubbing mine and started growing before mine followed. I enjoyed every moment, and the pain and thoughts of it disappeared. We walked out of the water together and silently lay on the towel. I was feeling a strong desire to feel his cock inside me again.
My virginity was no more
“Do you want to try again Thomas? I think I will be fine now… And clean… If you are gentle…”
Thomas did not waste any time after my suggestions. He turned towards me, rubbed his cock against my body then leaned on top of me. I spread my legs. He took some cream, gently lubricating my hole and then gave it to me.
“You put some of it on my cock”. I took the cream and started stroking his cock with my greasy hands.
“Hey, it is enough… I don’t want to blow before I am inside” – he raised my legs and guided his cock to my hole but did not slam it in as before. Instead he rubbed my hole with his cockhead for a while and then I could feel it penetrating slowly. My hole was twitching but slowly opened and I could feel his cock slowly getting deeper and deeper.
It was a bit painful, but I firmly held my grip on the pain and breathed deeply while moaning – “Kiss me, Thomas” – I sighed, and he started kissing me passionately, moving in and out faster. Soon he was entirely inside me, and his balls slapped my buns as he kept stroking and moaning loudly.
Thomas took my legs in his arms and guided me in position, giving him the deepest penetration, and I was overwhelmed by pleasure. I could feel my cock softening, then spraying my sperm like crazy while moaning loudly.
His sperm was inside me
Thomas cum inside at almost the exact moment while stroking his cock wildly and then calmed for a moment and slumped on top of me. He then pulled out and lay on his back beside me, still moaning. I touched my hole, and it was wet. I felt like in heaven. We lay next to each other for a while. I was not a virgin anymore. His sperm was dripping from my sore hole.
Thomas was first one to move and jump in the water and I followed him. We were silent, splashing in the creek under afternoon son. He walked out and stood on the bank exposing his body to the sun. I stood next to him. Towel was not clean, so we had to dry on the sun. Still not saying anything.
I lost my virginity and the man who took it
“Time to go home” – he said and started dressing.
I quietly started dressing, too and did not know what to say. Thomas was dressed and walked away without saying anything. I stood in the shadows, silent and a little bit sad. Suddenly I just realised that my first sexual experience was with someone who used me as a substitute for someone else.
It was a devastating thought. Loneliness was coming down on me. Is there anyone that loves me for who and what I am? Going back home was slow and painful. Night after was sleepless. I went to the creek the following day, but Thomas never turned up. Talking to the fish in the creek was not much fun.
Thomas turned up four days later. I was reading my book when he walked through the bush and stood above me –
“You will never talk about what happened here!” – he said – “I mean NEVER”, – his voice firm. I looked up at him and thought there was nobody I could talk to in the town these days.
“I promise not to Thomas… Do you want to swim?” – I asked just to say something.
“No, I am going back home… If you keep quiet about us, I will make sure nobody harasses you in school… Otherwise…” – he walked away, and I did not see him till the first day back in school.